Why do you haunt me, I want you to want me
How could I let you go, out of my life
Why did I let you



I've tried to keep my mind occupied. I've tried. I've Been workin it over time and over time and it's only wearing me down inside and its only tearing me down in size. Each second that goes by is more unbearable than the last . Hard to breathe with ease as I have achieved in the past.
I'm Tired of tossing and turning my tear ducts teared out.I feel as if my heart has been torn out u have left me completely worn out and still I miss u.
And I I kno u miss it cuz I miss it
we loved it, we lived it,
we saw it we bought it, we did it,
we were committed till it shattered.
I guess the truth of the matter was only my truth mattered



I'm so torn up over u
I sit back n listen to our songs our soundtrack to our epic love noir poem that went wrong
I've watched and remembered every scene and every frame by illicit frame.
The action the drama the romance the comedy the irony of our tragic end and say wow we almost made it then
I replay it, everything and cut it off just before the break up
those scenes brings tears to my eyes
pain to my heart
ache in my bones
sorrow wells inside
I can't stand that ending
I wish we could rewrite it and shoot it
and substitute for this now reality which quite honestly bothers me
cuz I'm (mad at this) protagonist
everyone knows he (has to kiss )the damsel in distress (after his) rescuing her from being
(damn to this) that life she once (had with this) hazardous arch nemesis who's treatment
of her was scandalous, the protagonist ran from this madness.
That's what his disastrous answer is
Every one knows except for him, the hero who wound up with zero nada zilch
nothing but pain from heartache and guilt for not sticking to his guns and not forsaking her for anyone
and for not taking her off into the sun as it set
instead he retreats in regret remorse he cannot reset and keep in check.
that's why I hate this ending.
I wonder if you watch it, I wonder if u listen to the soundtrack,
I wonder if you laugh or cry live and die with the hero and the damsel
I wonder if u watch them move forward towards tragedy screaming at the screen or do u pause it so that they stand still and if u pause it do u smile does a tear slide down your cheek all the while your heart leaks hope and optimism
or
do u think that villainous marshall murphy and his laws are out to get them
do u have any ideas on how to rewrite this script
i'd love to collaborate and elaborate with u on it
on all that was great and at the end make it so the 2 won't have to wait they will be living in a grander state of bliss and off they go off into the sunset on a Harley, him smiling cause he finally got his wish which is her and she him and they too finally get their kiss